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I had this weird dream, where you left your wallet and phone at my house and I was so curious to go through your phone and your messages just to see if you were talking to other girls but me. Some people were there telling me not to look through it because I would just upset myself or just make you angry but I went through it anyways. You called me and you said if I looked through it everything between us would be over and that you wouldn’t trust me again. I lied and I said I haven’t but you were not convinced, I felt like my actual body was feeling all the nerves, the agony the pain that I would see something I didn’t like just killed me. Then you send me a text saying you need your phone back since you are going back to the UK in a week and I think that hit me, like some form of limbo because I knew you were leaving in real life and now my dreams are just trying to face reality. I checked your phone, I see some odd names on there, I ask your friends if he has been with these girls, and I look at their faces like they are trying to hide something from me and one of the guys turn around and says along the lines of ‘look, he has been with some of the girls but none of them were ever permanent like you are.’ Not sure if I should take that as a relief, anger, jealousy I don’t even know.

You tell me you arrived at my house to pick up your stuff and then you realise through my eyes I went through your stuff and you get so angry with me. I chase you down the streets and I beg you to let me explain and at first you didn’t and then you stop and I can see myself down on my knees and begging you to listen to me. I tell you that I can’t be like this anymore, it’s been more than 3 years that I’ve kept my feelings close to me because I was scared to lose you; at the meantime I felt like I knew I was dreaming but felt this pain on every single bone. I then see you kneeling down to me and telling me - 'you have chosen to be with me all those years and managed to balance everything out while being in the UK but I can't do that, I choose to live my life by committing to my career, but I trusted you and you went through my phone, I was going to stick with you even if I went to the UK, this was not going to end but your insecurities led you there.' I don’t even know how I remember those words you said to me, I don’t even know if its something you would say, I don’t even know if it’s something that I wanted to hear but it was just mind fucking. All my worst nightmares of reality just played out in a dream. I begged you to give us another chance and you just held your hand out to me and just hugged me and it felt so comforting. Then I woke up … very much confused and very much in my head like it happened in real life …


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I fell in love with the world in you.
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And the moment where you eventually wake up, me half asleep giving up on life to try and wake you up (even though I wish you stayed with me all night), you get up and just kiss me like you needed a gasp of air, as if your life depended on it. You keep doing things like and I can’t help myself from falling.